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I
have been taking photographs of my family since I was 13, when I got my
first camera from a Happy Meal. I used that camera everyday to photograph my
family and friends in an effort to remember what my life was like, afraid I
would forget who I was. I felt a need to record my family, my history and my
voice. This drive is the foundation for both series, Silent Home and
Lost Dreams and Tall Tales.
It began at my sister's wedding,
four years after my parents separated. It was the first time we had all been
together since the separation. I watched the wedding photographer, who was
oblivious to the tension, pose and position my family removing any trace of
awkwardness. I worried that only his version would be remembered, and the
raw uncomfortable emotions would be glossed over and then buried. In
response, I began to photograph my family focusing on exchanges and
expressions that would be edited out of most people's cameras. I continue
this work any time my family gathers (namely holidays, weddings, and
funerals). With these images I hope to create an alternative family album
complete with heartache, disappointment, anger, sadness, support, and love. |